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Sunday, April 11, 2004
....just because i want to...in the words of Dan......
Learn that actions speak louder than words. Maybe when you do that, you will finally understand.
That's it...peeace
Thursday, April 8, 2004
......I'm gonna leave you now
There's nothing for me here it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here I'm on my way
I made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
Letting out the noise inside of me
Every window pane is shattering
Cutting up my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Anything
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This is me starting fresh man for rizzle. I'm getting rid of this journal..my new one is _lost_at_sea...hook me up with a comment if you want to be added to my friends list cause its hardcore friends only...other than that...peace urfaveweapon.
Wednesday, April 7, 2004
.......Emily..-990077655566644689.9.
HA!
Current music: Glassjaw--Motel of the White Locust
Tuesday, April 6, 2004
...I sleep so I dont have to feel.
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or at least i wish i could fall asleep....im gonna try to yet again though....pointless entry...ehhh who cares
Thursday, April 1, 2004
9:25PM
just letting everyone know that i have a new journal...yeah its like a poetry kinda thing or something....its we_r_justkids....HA! we still live on lol....so yeah tell me what you think and ish...peace out
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
....i didnt know the air was yours.
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I sit here at 1:30...here are the thoughts streaming from my head.
Boy Meets World is the best show ever.
I'm going to join Not Alone.
I refuse to let ANYTHING bring me down anymore.
I can't wait for it not to be cold anymore.
I can't wait until our eyes meet again.
I can't wait to play music again.
I love my cell phone, cause it rules.
Everyone, at one point or another, should do something childish, but not in a bad way, just to keep yourself thinking like a kid, cause kids have the best time.
I want a show of hands as to anyone who wants to take a kick ass road trip to Orlando this summer. I'm fucking serious. Cause the ride with Holly Drive was the best experience of my life.
I want to see a really good movie really soon. I want Punisher to come out lol.
I can't wait till Green Day's new album comes out...no one will see me for a couple days. I mean damn they havent released anything NEW since 2000 (Warning)
I hate this Music Creator program on my computer, cause i want to record this song i wrote for the most awesome girl ever, BUT it is being stupid and I'm mad at it.
My middle name should be something weird.
I want MTV to "Pimp My Ride"...cause that would rock hardcore like whatwhat.
Everyone should watch the movie High Fidelity cause its awesome.
Everyone should listen to the following songs for the following reasons. HelloGoodbye "Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn"--To be happy, Glassjaw "Motel of the While Locust"--to be angry, Something Corporate "Walking By"--to be sad, The*Ataris "I Won't Spend Another Night Alone"--to be in love, From Autumn To Ashes "The After Dinner Payback"--to listen to the best drum parts ever, Thrice "So Strange I Remember You"--to listen to the coolest guitar intro ever, Rancid "Maxwell Murder"--to listen to the BEST bass solo EVER.
I want to play someone in chess.
and....
I want a Jack Russel Terrier cause they are awesome.
Peace out
Current music: Days Like These--Bruises
Friday, March 26, 2004
.....The black skies form clouds around to haze my line of vision. When nothing seems better than to imprison myself within these walls with holes, each telling their own side of the story. Bring to me the doubtful ones & i'll hold them to the light. They are so unequivocally seen through, even when they think they are hidden their best. When i replay the days events, all the actors play for free,yet it's still easy to see who can't act. When backstage provides no solice, I'll ask to take my name off the credits. Roll them free of the poison that is my name, and I'll take my final bow.
Current music: Saves the Day--At Your Funeral
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
....this is my last final way of letting you know that i dropped the mula off at the school. The lady asked if you knew about it, and i told her yes....so whether or not they are going to call you down to the office is something im unsure about....text me if you get this....and i saw Danny Kurtas there, he's a koOl kid. Peace out.
Monday, March 22, 2004
....dont think, react, just speak your heart.
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Great night last night.....finally played it. glad you liked it. No more thinking, cause the feelings are too good to mess up by overthinking.....:D
Current music: Lucked Out--Feed Through Words
Monday, March 15, 2004
Look at everything as though you were seeing it for the first time or the last time. Then your time on earth will be filled with glory.
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Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.
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Assumptions allow the best in life to pass you by.
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Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense.
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Laughter gives us distance. It allows us to step back from an event, deal with it and then move on.
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Love is like pi --- natural, irrational, and very important.
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Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism. Confronting your fears and allowing yourself the right to be human can, paradoxically, make you a far happier and more productive person.
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The bottom line is that (a) people are never perfect, but love can be, (b) that is the one and only way that the mediocre and vile can be transformed, and (c) doing that makes it that. We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love.
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The more severe the pain or illness, the more severe will be the necessary changes. These may involve breaking bad habits, or acquiring some new and better ones.
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There are no mistakes, no coincidences. All events are blessings given to us to learn from.
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Tell me which quote rocks the most fuckers!
Current music: The Early November--Ashala Rock
....start acceleration, gotta take it back to square one. I swear I'm not kidding.
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And I seriously swear that I'm not kidding. Time to bring it back to everything we know we can be...yet better. One last chance, time to do it right girl.
Current music: HelloGoodbye--Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
Saturday, March 13, 2004
....it makes you feel. She draws your eye from all the things that made you numb. It makes you feel.
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What has this world come to? There is so much pain inside me right now. At the sake of sounding emo, too much pain in my heart.
Current music: Glassjaw--When One Eight Becomes Two Zeros
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
....oh wait I fogot I GOT SCREWED OVER.
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Hey at least he was honest with me....oh wait....i had to actually ask him to get it out of him. Whatever, I'm a fucking loser, so i'll just go to some school i dont want to go to, get a boring job i dont like, and...well that's about it. Whatever. Fuck em, shit like this just tears people apart. Just glad i finally got some sort of truth out of it.
Current music: Fuck Music.
....I know there's no such thing as saftey, but I know what a promise can do.
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Is it really that hard to tell someone the truth?
Current music: The Starting Line--The Best of Me(Acoustic)
Tuesday, March 9, 2004
....and enjoy the moment. The brass ball shines brightly and the dove only makes it by every so often. Let's stay in this moment for eternity, believe me, see me for who I am.
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Damn, it's been a long ass time. A lotta shit happened in the past weeks....still too much to write. Shit is on track though. Music is going good...hopefully gonna get even better very soon. Been trying to get my musical interests to broden a lot...a lot of new good ass bands...Minus the Bear, The Snake the Cross the Crown, Gatsby's American Dream, On the Might of Princes, Eliott...which is good...to get my mind on other kinds of music is only going to make my style that much better. So if anyone has any ideas of different cool ass bands...hook me up dawgs. Thats it...peace.
Current music: Yellowcard---Powder
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
...I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life.
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I know everyone thinks im crazy, for one reason or another. And there are alotta people out there who dont know me very well and dont understand me and the way i do things and why i do things. I want nothing more than for you to like me, because I think i deserve a chance...and because honestly...you are good friends of the girl i love. ANd i know i said messed up stuff...but again...i did it cause i once thought if i could fill up my pain with hatred i could not feel pain...i read someone's LJ and realized I was wrong. I shouldnt have said any of that stuff...because i meant NONE of it....I love her.....i honestly do....and i hope you can just be able to give me a chance to prove this is right.
Current music: Coheed and Cambria--The Crowning
Monday, February 23, 2004
....I am happy.
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And for the first time in I cant remember how long I'm happy.
Current music: Coheed and Cambria--The Light and the Glass
....explodes like red balloons as it reminds me of you so long ago. Wind blows through a hole in the foor brings your perfume like lilies to me and all i can do is remember you. When was the last time i held you all through the night? Feels like a zillion years and i dont want to wait more. To find you is to lose you, what is that for? Tell me. When was the last time i held you through the night? Never a worry would run through my heart like a knife feels like zillion years and i dont want to wait more. To find you is to lose you, what is that for? One more night and i might never know who you are tell me tomorrow is much too late i need you now by my light.
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Looking back on the drama that just unfolded....maybe a lot of things were left unsaid. Maybe too much.
Current music: Copeland--Priceless
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
.....the path that's led you here, cause what can you change? You're a vessel now floating down the waterways. You can take your rudder and aim your ship, just dont bother with the things left in your wake.
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Sometimes a song can just make you realize the world. "I can see clearly what I could not see before". I've been hanging out with Stacey a lot lately--weird. It's koOl though, kinda like old times....like way old times hAhA. Before anything ever happened with us. I know what you're thinking, no. I am not physically or mentally attracted to her like that at all whatsoever hAhA, its just not there nemore. Other than that? Went for that job interview today, it was kinda....overwhelming. Seems like a job that is supposed to be your entire life, and I can't have that right now because of certain things going on that I'm not allowed to talk about. Been writing alotta shit lately, let's just say I've been motivated. I mean, some of it is good shit, some of it is...well...mean. Aight fuckers I'm out. Peace.
Current music: Saves the Day--This Is Not an Exit
Monday, February 16, 2004
....when pining away my time. Within sin with no redemption we will find our souls and the shells they're kept in all wasted away.
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I wrote this bad ass song today. I enjoyed it very much. I'm getting a new car soon too!!! its gonna be fucking awesome...im not gonna say what it is yet so its a hardcore surprise cause I'm hardcore like that. Been keeping busy actually with some shit....thanks for Richie's beautiful advice. I love that kid. Other than that...just been kinda....here....there is one more good thing going on...but I'm keeping my mouth shut about it. fucking later.
Current music: Glassjaw--Motel of the White Locust
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